How do i...please answer nicely if you read?

hello world my question is how do you get next to the boy you like that has a girl firend i cant wait for him to come around its like destiny and its calling me i mean dont call me crazy but its like this i go to a charter school and this boy i had my eye on for like ever we used to mess around but things got to the point where i couldnt do nothing but let him go and thats because if you love somebody you have to let them go and if they come back then they are ment to be so i let this boy go and he came back to me with a girl friend we have big chemistry but hes in this position were as hes with this girl and he wants to be with me he hasnt came straight out and say that to me but he has said it to my bff and hiz cousin my 2nd bff told me things like he misses you and he made a mistake by leaving you alone etc. and ill believe them and we wil talk as friends but he gives me the look like damn i messed up and ill luk at him back lik you realy hurt me