I'm so broody, all I want is a baby! I don't know what to do!?

What a low thing to do, trying to trick your boyfriend into being a dad. WAKE UP! Do you think he is going to stick around once you are pregnant and finding out that he was duped considering he doesn't want to grow up? What kind of life can you give a child if you haven't finished your education? You would be indulging yourself to have a child and not respecting the new life you propose to bring into this world. Children are not accessories they are a gift. Love the child that you will have, make sure it will have two loving parents and that you can give it every chance to have the life you seem intent to throw away. Once your child is here, are you sure in time you will not resent it because you have missed all the opportunities you still could have? I know that a miscarriage is a dreadful thing to bear, but some times it is nature's way of dealing with a mistake - perhaps that little fellow could have a dreadful illness/handicap and be doomed to a life of hospitals and operations. Bringing another person into this world needs careful consideration it is a huge responsibility. I understand that this has become obsession and you realise this is not right. Try getting some counselling it maybe this is a symptom of another life issue you haven't dealt with fully. I am not judging you as a person I am sure eventually you will make a terrific mum but make sure you are as terrific as you could possibly be.